Psy Time! (Seems like I stole your title dear...)

[magnacarta]

I don't know why I'm writting this exactly. Maybe it's just like therapy, y'know. And I'm not stupid enough to think that I don't have issues. I do, lots of them. I don't feel comfy with lots of people, I'd even say the majority of them, and that'll be my first issue. I don't even know if it's normal; I get skittish when some people - even though I know them, and all - interactes in any form with me. It's just plain weird in my eyes. And then, there's all the issue of people knowing me. I could count friends that knows me relatively well with the little half of one hand, and that's because they spent the majority of high school in my company. I guess that's the main reason I always surprise people... Not sure I should be proud. How the hell should I get out of that? It's like my survival instincts are pretty fucked up, or maybe it's just that the world in general is one big wolf... Who knows?


I always found it funny that I got any friends at all. It's not like I won't preserve the friendships I've got, but I just never knew how to get 'em in the first place.


That said, I dare you all out there that are reading my poor pathetic ramblings to psy me...